Metaxa effect

twinkling through the vacant skies
you resembled my star
through out this whole night
analysed who really you are?

the palm trees, the warm sand
and a lot of sun and sun
pay homage to these all
care not how did the snow mourn

trying hard to let go off
this pain is not relieving
Shall I burn the framed picture?
and feel to get moving

Hurts! it hurts so much
painful feelings to  be accessed
Drags and shots only obsessed
but still can't hide how am I composed

can not resist

you might say me a freak
who eats less, sleeps less
and cries  lot, a lot
but remember who created it?

cannot punch a door anymore
brawl in bloodshed that intensity
only thing left is me
and my broken heart

can not heal these flowing emotions
expecting plaster from an outsider
are you planning a revisit
or else will i not even resist