The 12 hours

A day with an extended downpour followed by a sleepless night along with a wet-snow storm. As good as a scene from Spielberg movie, was a part from a day in my life. Was enjoying the first encounter of the rain, the sleepless night and the wet-snow storm. As it is said, sweets get bitter if too much, November rain is good just in songs. Those sleepless nights are just a part of my life they occur a few times in a week. Don't know what's going on with me or my health going bad, I've  completely stopped drinking coffee but still no change into my system. I have been suggested to drink wine  but it didn't help either after some frequent intervals. Nowadays, I've shifted to yoghurt but its getting colder and colder and my throat is not resistant to cold at all. Thinking to shift to wine again...or I need to find another way out. There was flour flying around the skies and covering the ground as well. My memory power  has gone bad as I couldn't recall the last year's storm, last year's winter. Every time winters comes in Finland which faces many cursing. Now, to avoid flu and  throat pain using loads of black pepper and raw garlic. I now recall people staring at me most probably by the smell of garlic...

Determination, Decision and Depression

It is said that time flies much quickly but, for me, it is just stopping in the periphery of me. I sometimes realize time has actually passed when I notice my nails have  grown. A cup of tea takes me almost a year to finish. Try to sleep, usually break my dreams every half hour thinking it was 2 days continuous. The surroundings and the people here might add some darkness to my wait as well. Dark November days and needless to describe RACIST nature of so-called friendly animals. The more I am familiar in this  other's land, the more I feel insecure.  I am loosing my ability for almost anything, no concentration, no eagerness and no positiveness.Now its time for me to consider my decision as unplanned and amateur. Still remember the day I planned to come here but this type of uneasy feeling is a needle in my ass. 

A focussed mind is to be searched in the days to come with determination.

Surprises and The interference

Followed by a nice sunny day, I witnessed the first quarter of the moon following me wherever I go this whole evening. Thinking to capture her into my heart I took my picture machine but she was shy. Now she is hiding behind a tree and peeking me from there. Could I sleep well or will she interfere ?

Three and half years but no bus ride around the small Imatra city is not a big surprise. But, it was OH MY! moment for me today. 20 minutes from Imatrankoski to Vuoksenniska containing 3 persons was a surprise no.1. I was imagining the same thing at my village, will it be possible ever? Surprise no. 2 was a drunk Finn of age around 60 stalking a woman of age around 40. I was laughing a lot inside me. The third and most shocking surprise, the bus driver lost his way. He was driving to the highway to Lappeenranta. After 5 mins of blank, he found his conscious back and apologised. Finally, I reached home and am recalling the day, the drunk Finn, the bus driver and MOON.

A Nice Evening

Planned for a long time, I was unable to provide time to my very good friends 'Tom' Dhani Raj Bogati and Nelli  Grevtseva. 

This evening was the very time for the meeting and a nice dinner. A tasty and nice meal followed by sauna was a very nice experience. The food was quite delicious, in fact I am in love with mayoneese sauce. Thinking about the food, next time its my turn to cook. I am looking forward to host my friends for a nice good dinner. Thanking my friends,

Sanjeet Kuinkel