From my diary , 23 August 2006

I was hold upside down by a massive force of cruelty and selfishness. The supremo ordered to trouble me a lot. but I'm going to be tough enough to hold back at my own place. I'm just trying to be a carcass. The circumstances are completely rebellion towards my system. Caught up with some unrealistic facts I cannot realize what the consequences be of this thing. I won't be able to overcome this type of depressive thing I reckon.