Down The Memory Lane, 20 August 2006

A deep hole in the insanity and freezing mixture of absolute agony and itchingness
A bloom of a lotus through the neck in the land of suffering fragmentation
A second of joy and entertainment by the ever surviving hostility
A dark breath surrendering to Americas and Chinas for nothing.

A crying infant and a laughing adult mixing in a rocking party
Of saluting humanity prevailing in the world of canines
A bond of threat in a broken glass to the pavement
A solvency of the tigerish and foxiness existing.

Somewhere there lips smiling to a stoned heart stirring
What a benefit? crying a muscular creation to a skeleton
Baking and basking in the holy rains of bravery
In the lands of untouchables and minnows.

Just a decimal of span in the want of you to clear the image
Of a vampire hunting for a good solid fruitful creation
Here is you and the battalion to attack the system of the
Hard and soft wares by the non recoverable viruses.

From my diary , 29 July 2006

Too much furious may cause severe harm to me and myself only. I can only be a silly and a spoiled ass. Cannot control my temper nowadays. Wish I were as farther as I could be. I cannot stop being stubborn. Always be cool and fit & fine forever in my life I can only think about that. I cannot insist to be a good gun forever but its only a daylight dream. I've numerous holes in me which cannot heal with time. I cannot pray for any of the heaven located great human so its alright to be with one's wound hurting and causing severe pain. I have no ways besides roaring in inferiority.

From my diary , 23 August 2006

I was hold upside down by a massive force of cruelty and selfishness. The supremo ordered to trouble me a lot. but I'm going to be tough enough to hold back at my own place. I'm just trying to be a carcass. The circumstances are completely rebellion towards my system. Caught up with some unrealistic facts I cannot realize what the consequences be of this thing. I won't be able to overcome this type of depressive thing I reckon.

25 jan 2009

This day I am feeling a little bad because of many circumstances that turned my life the last night. I drunk a lot and made myself uncomfortable till today. I have some mysterious feeling in my mind that has been created by various ways.I thank all who played a significant role in my life to transform me into this pile of flesh and bones. I am having a deep wound in my heart through the ways of suffering in my daily life. Lets cheer for those lives I have lived ever since and nothing is going to change I insist.